wow i could sooooooooo rip my arm off right now...just to get SOME kind of amusement in my life.

i.am.so.bored.

shoot.me.now.

dagghhh...

Pops was amazing. It was just...so greaaaaat

And I realized that even though I'm not exactly close to people in my school, I'm going to miss so many seniors. Their sole presence just made everything wonderful. And now they're going and it's just never going to be the same. And I don't like that. To those who read this-- I'm going to miss you guys so much, you can't even imagine and neither could I until today!

And what am I going to do after Nina's ends? Yeah, I'm gonna see all of you guys because...I won't live if I don't. But still, it's just never going to be the same. It was an amazing class and it had a lot of great times and I just...I really don't want that to end. I mean, even meeting up w/ Marik and Motia and driving w/ them to Nina's and listening to music and cracking jokes every week...I'm not gonna have that anymore. And GOD, I'm gonna miss it so much. Ugh and I hope to all that I believe in that this last concert will be magnificently amazing. I just want it all to end perfectly...the way it should. But then again, I don't want it to end.

It's been kind of a day full of emotions...I don't know...especially the last couple of hours. I'm just in a place right now where I can't dislike anyone, not even to mention hate, and I just hope for the best and bright futures for all the people I know. Especially the ones I love. Good Luck.

it's been ages since i actually made a normal entry. let's see...life is alright. nothing too terrible to complain about lol. too many papers and tests and exams and stuff though. and this week is absolutely crazy cuz of pops and 4 papers and 2 tests and all that greaaaat stuff.

bbye now ;)

So everyone had a chance to yell at me today and took it. that's great, im feeling AWESOME.

thank you.

i just need a break.